dec 3

ewan ko ba... pero tuwing pumapatak ang araw na ito laging dragging para sa akin.parang ayoko lang kumilos gusto ko lang huminto at bumalik sa nakaraan.sa nakaraang hindi ko na mababalikan.
two things happened in the same date. first one is this is the day when pau first broke up with me...3yrs ago and the day when i gave back the bracelet that andria gave to me as a birthday gift 8 yrs ago. everything is too painful for me to remember, but as I walked home a while ago, I realized that these painful experiences made me the kind of person I am today.
I always believe that it is not the event that must be remembered but the lessons that was taught by the journey. With them, I learned that people must not be taken for granted. That pride will leave you nowhere. That when someone means a lot to you, dont push them away for being afraid that one day you will wake up without them by your side. I know that I cant bring the hands of time back to these events, but I know for sure that in my hands I can have a new start, a new clock to begin with. I may regret what had happened in the past, but as for now all I can do is to forgive myself and to take the journey again with a new disposition in life.