Saturday, March 31, 2007

happy birthday

dalawang taon na rin nang lumipat ako sa blogspot...dalawang taon na rin ang nakakalipas nang maghiwalay kami, kaya ako lumipat dito.dalawang taon na akong sinamahan ng blog ko sa lahat ng nakakatuwa, nakakaiyak, nakakaloka, at nakakatakot na pangyayari sa buhay ko.lagi kang nandiyan at sana magtagal pa..

ngayon na simula na naman ng bagong yugto para sa ating dalawa, sana naman di na ako lumipat kapag naghiwalay na naman (na sana wag mangyari pero alam naman nating di maiiwasan)

mapagkakatiwalaan ka talaga.

hhHHaaAAppPPyYYy BBbbIiiiRrrrTttthhhHdDDDaaaayyYy

nga pala darating na si tatay mamaya!

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

sayang

anong oras na ako natulog? 6am na ng umaga ng araw na ito...bakit...simula 12mn kausap ko lang si JB...pakiramdam ko pa nga kanina mauubusan kami ng pag-uusapan pero ayos naman...it turned out...every hour i learn something new about him...pero may isang bagay na medyo strucked me in making a decision about our relationship.i know i have said that its ok with me, pero through out the day di ko natanggal yun sa isip ko...bakit natatakot ako...I trust him dont I?pero bakit natatakot na naman ako...pero amidst everything...some things tell me that I want to give it a try.

9am nagising ako at naligo...pupunta kasi kami ng legarda para kunin yung loan para sa bago naming sasakyan.pagkatapos namin dun...nung pauwi...paliko kami ng lealtad papuntang lacson...ooooppppsss nahuli ng MMDA si kuya...congrats 2ooo pesos din yun for reckless driving...haaayyy ano ba yun.

tas sinundo namin si mel...after nun nag Wok kami...yes sisig na naman...sarap...nabusog talaga ako...buti na lang i did not ate dinner at breakfast so medyo di ako naguilty sa kinanin ko.after nun...uwi na at natulog ako...at naramdaman ko talagang puyat ako...bakit... from 1-6 tulog lang ako...may itutulog pa ba ako nito mamaya...oh well...

nga pala..nag sun ako ngayon...for the reason na...secret...basta...yun na yun...hahahaha tawa na ang lahat...asar lang kasi di pa rin pumapasok yung pinaload ko...haaaaaayyy di lang talaga siguro meant to be... oh well....

Sunday, March 25, 2007

unang araw

unang araw ng bakasyon ngayon...at anong ginawa ko:

1. late akoing gumising...mga 9 na...dahil nga nung sabado pa ako walang tulog san ka naman
2. naglinis ako ng kuwarto...pero di pa tapos...hahahah hanggang martes ata to matatapos...well basta bago dumating tatay ko dapat malinis na siya.
3. pumunta kami ng toyota...nag-order na sila ng bagong sasakyan
4. nangarap akong magka rav 4...yung bago...ang ganda kaso ang presyo... 1,495,000 san ka naman
5. nagpunta kami ng home depot
6. nangulit sa text
7. nagpunta sa mega mall para mag jollibee
8. ehto internet naman...

saya no?!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Top 8 Friends (156Q's)
Their Names
(1):Margaux
(2):Oliver
(3):Shane
(4):Jedd
(5):Andria
(6):Tania
(7):Loveanne
(8):Sam
~*~
Questions About Them
Who is the most hyper:si margaux
is the cutest to you:si oliver...hahaha feeling na naman niya may crush ako sa kanya
has taken a picture with you before:actually lahat sila...aw...miss ko na rin sila talaga
do you think would end up with 4+ kids:hmmm sino nga kaya...sa tingin ko si loveanne
Who do you think has made out with more than 21 people :hala wala sigurado ako dun
who did you see last? :si shane
who likes to drink coffee? :si shane at si loveanne...ay si sam naaddict na ata siya ngayon sa kape madalas kasi kapag nagbabasa ako ng blog nya nababanggit nya eh
whos the coolest? :si oliver...actually di coolest nagfefeeling lang na cool siya
whos the craziest? :si loveanne as in loka lokang bakla...hahahaha
whos the funniest? :si margaux...pucha kapag magkasama kami nyan laugh trip talaga...haayyy di na kaya nagpaparamdam si funchum...namimiss ko na siya eh
whose the nicest? :hmmm si andria...walang tulak kabigin dun
who has the biggest house? :biggest house...di pa kasi ako nakakapunta kila margaux tas kung base sa kuwento...hmmm si oliver siguro...wan ko
who did u meet first? :si jedd syempre...sobrang batang gusgusin pa lang magkatukayo na kami nyan...haayy kamusta na kaya yun
who did u meet last? :hmmm si oliver
who have u gotten in the most fights with? :the most fights...si margaux na yun...at yung mga away na yun matindi talaga as in...tipong di siya nagflag ceremony dahil pinaiyak ko siya...tarantado ko talaga nun noh
who havnt u got in a fight with? :si oliver...eh pano naman kasi kami mag-aaway nyan no...sweet naman ako diba
who would u take a bullet for? :hmmm si shane...ewan ko ah...pero siya talaga swear
who has been over your house the most? :si shane laging group work tas kapag wala lang...kapag bahay ko ang ginamit na tambayan
whose house have u been over the most? :kila sam...whaaa miss ko na bahay nila...at saka yung nissin wafer at yung computer...
who has the best personality?:si oliver na yun...PERFECT SIYA EH...hahahahah
why is number 1 on your top 8 number 1? :we've been through a lot..and when i say a lot talagang a lot...at yung mga moments na yun mga crucial na away pa...sobrang hanga ako kasi we are still the best of friends
why is number 8 on your top 8 number 8? :si sam...wala lang...
why cant number 2 be number 1? :si shane...bakit nga ba?
why cant number 8 be number 1? :si sam...siguro kasi...si funchum si funchum yan eh...di yan mapapalitan sa puso ko sa pagiging number 1
where did u meet most of your top 8? :si shane kamajor ko na kaklase ko pa
Do you know all your top 8 in person? :oo naman...ano ako baliw top 8 friends nga eh
Are most of your friends on myspace people you know in person? :wala akong myspace eh
would three and four make a good couple? :hahaha di sila magkakilala saka bakla si shane eh
is number one your best friend? :YES...she is my funchum
which person on your top 8 did you see last? :si shane...magkasabay kaming umuwi kagabi after naming magrecording
how do you really feel about number 2? :si shane...di ko sasabihin dito...nagbabasa siya ng blog ko eh
how long have you known number 8? :hmmm eversince nung gradeschool kami kilala ko na siya...batchmates kami eh...pero nakilala ko lang siya personally first yr hs ako
does number three live near you? :si oliver...pare layo...sa putatan pa nakatira yang perfect na yan
have you dated anyone on your top 8? :dated...as in romantic date o casual date o friendly date...
who makes you laugh the most? :hmmm sino nga ba...si funchum na siguro yun
which do you have the most inside jokes with? :hmmm si tania na siguro yun...madami kaming mga lihim nyan na kami lang nakakaalam...yun nga lang wala na ata kaming panahong magbonding...miss ko na siya
when is number fours birthday? :jan 29, 1986
how old is number 6? :20
do you go to school with all of them? :no..si shane,oliver at si loveanne lang
ever went trick or treating with anyone on your top 8? :wala po
dressed up in costumes with any of them? :hmmm sila tania at sam...for a play at sila shane at oliver play din, si loveanne for concerts...
do you love all of them? :oo naman...kailangan pa bang imemorize yan
slow danced with anyone on your top 8? :hmmm sila tania at sam...hahah nung prom saka kapag nantitrip kami kapag may assembly nung hs...miss ko na ang dossais
would you die for them? :YES...
who is number ones best friend? :ako...at kung may iba...lagot sa akin...hgahaha oo nga pala meron
what is number fives favorite color? :kung di ako nagkakamali blue
does number two still have teddybears? :hala si shane...siya na yun malaki na siyang teddy bear
most memorable moment with number four? :nung nasa ASIC pa kami saka nung first time na nagovernight siya sa amin
what is your favorite thing about number seven? :yung pagiging loka loka at happy go lucky nya
have number eight changed your life? :hmmm a di naman sobrang change...kasi savior ko yan pareho sila ni cheska
what does number two mean to you? :hmmmm ayaw
do you hang out with number six alot? :di na nga kami masyadong nagkakasama nyan eh...miss ko na siya
who do you talk to the most? :hmmm si shane...lagi ko kasing kasama saka si loveanne
would you go on a road trip with number eight? :oo naman...gusto ko kasama buong dossais
would you ever live with number one? :di siguro...sanay na ako na wala siya sa tabi ko eh
who is the craziest of them all? :hmmm si loveanne
which one of them is the sweetest? :si margaux...at si oliver
ever done something stupid with any of them? :hahahaha ano daw margaux?
would you ever lie to number two? :bakit naman...
ever kissed anyone on your top 8? :beso lang....
what would you do if you lost one of them? :pucha...wag ganon...nawalan na ako eh at nandiyan siya
do you miss any of them?:yes
Have you ver had acrush on number 8? :hahaha oo kay sam...hahahah
Is number 2 close to you? :hmmm ayokong magfeeling...hahaha pero kabarkada ko yan
Have/Would you ever kiss nunber6? :si tania...yoko nga...hehehe
Is number 1 hot? :hahahha tawa na lang ako...hearthrob pa siguro
Does number 3 like you? :si oliver...hahahah feeling ko...hahahah
Have you ever fought with number 7? :di pa naman...at wag naman sana
Have you ever gone out with any one on your top 8 list? :oo naman
Do you know numbr 3's screename? :hmmm di eh
Have you ever ate dinner over number 8's house? :yeah
Have you ever done anything sexual with number2? :hala...kay shane...
Wood you ever do it? :ayos ka lang
About number one...
Their name? :Margarita Paz G. Esteras
Their age? :20
How long have you known this person? :hmmm
Favorite memory? :for almost 10yrs
Their favorite color? :blue
The best thing about this person? :she's my funchum what more can i say
Have you ever kissed this person? :hahahah ano daw
Why are they your number one? :dahil nothing compares
Do you like this person: :oo naman...i love her
How often do you talk to this person: :di nga masyado pero ayos lang
Do you love this person: :opo
About number two...
How did you meet? :classmates kami nung 1st yr college
What's their name? :shane alexander Y. laong
What's their age? :18 pero magna19 na siya this may
Where do they live? :sa guiguinto bulacan
Favorite memory? :hmmm yung nagpunta kami ng megamall dahil nagbreak kami ni pau tas signal number2 pa nun
Any inside jokes? :hmmm libre lang mangarap managinip ka habang gising
Do you see this person often? :oo naman classmate ko na ka major ko pa...san ka pa kabarkada ko pa yan o...tas asawa ko pa nyan sa klase
About number three...
Would you do anything sexually with this person? :ako...di pa ako nababaliw para gawin yun
Single or taken? :single
What's their age? :19
How long have you known this person? :hmmm eversince 1st yr college
Favorite memory? :hmmm nung LTS nung hinatak ko siya kahit kumakain pa siya...saka yung inabot kami hanggang 9pm nagkekwentuhan lang kami sa pav
What kind of music does this person like? :gothic, Jpop, saka yung mga dance music
Do they have any siblings? :yeah
Would you take this person with you to disney land? :siguro...masarap naman siyang kasama eh
About number four...
What's their age? :21
How did you meet? :nangungupahan sila sa bahay namin sa proj 8 dati
What's the best thing about this person? :she's is one of my bestfriends...at unique yan
Favorite memory with this person? :hmmm nung nag ASIC kami...hehehehe
What kind of tv shows does this person watch? :hmmm di ko alam eh...
Is this person a good person? :oo naman
Would you hang out with this person any day? :opo i love to
About number five...
Their age? :20
Single or taken? :ang alam ko single
How well do you know this person? :hmmm not that much...you know why
When's the last time you saw this person? :hmmm teka kailan nga ba...bago ata mag 2nd yr college
What's a obvious thing about this person? :na misteryoso at tahimik siya
How did you meet this person? :classmatea kami nung gr5...tapos...basta mahabang kuwento
About number six...
Their age? :20
Where does this person live? :sa congressional
When was the last time you saw this person? :last feb ata may hiniram kasi ako sa kanyang recorder
Favorite memory? :hmmm ano nga ba?yung pay peste ano ulit yung codenmen sa kanya...basta yun...
Any inside Jokes? :hmmmm
Have you ever had a crush on this person? :ako?
Would you take a bullet for this person? :oo naman
What's their favorite thing to do? :kumain ng choclate...saka magpakatamad
What's the best quality of this person? :yung kahit na anong bagyo napakastrong pa rin nya to face the world
How did you meet?:classmates kami nung gr7 tapos kasi diba inabandona ako ng barkada ko sa kanya ako napadpad
About number seven...
Their age? :19
Where does this person live? :sa sss vill sa fairview
Are you good friends with this person? :oo naman
When's the last time you saw this person? :last fri
What do you find cool about this person? :oo
How long have you known this person? :since 3rd hs ako
Favorite memory?:hmmm ano nga ba...ay nung kasabay namin si andrew sa FX heheeheh
About number eight...
Their age? :19
What's their favorite color? :hmmm si sam...ano nga ba...syet i forgot...geeehhh
Where do this person live? :sa may pasong tamo sa manuel st
How long have you known eachother? :hmmm since 1st yr hs
How did you meet? :classmate ko siya nung 1st yr hs eh
Have you ever been introuble with this person? :di pa naman
Any inside jokes? :....
Single or taken?:taken!
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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Indepth Survey About You [Perfect For Allowing People To Get To Know You Better]
::Background Info::
Name:maria louise domingo pante
Age:20 yrs old magtetwenty one na...putah tanda ko na
Date of Birth:september 6, 1986
Place of Birth:quezon city
Ethnic Background/Ancestry:ahmmmm
Languages You Speak:ako Filipino english...i know a little of Nihonggo
Relationship Status:hmmm....exclusively dating...hahahahaha tawa ka namam diyan..pero seryoso...excluisvely dating nga
School Situation:ahhh 3rd yr colleger pero patapos na..kaya sana makapgpracticum na ako next yr
Job Situation:wala akong trabaho eh kasi ustediyante pa rin ako
Do you drive?:yeah...an FX
Do you smoke cigarettes?:no...at ayoko ng taong naninigarilyo
Do you drink alcohol on a regular basis?:no...
Do you do recreational drugs at least occasionally?:no...
Family Situation [Who do you live with?]:i live with my mom...ang siblings...nasa states na kasi si tatay tas twice or once a yr lang siyang umuuwi
::Your Appearance [Physical]::
Natural hair color:dark brown
Hair Type [Straight, Wavy, Curly, etc]:wavy...
Long or short?:shoulder length...at pinahahaba ko siya para maiba naman sa college grad pic ko
Current Hair Style:layered na wavy hair...naka headband at one side na hati
Eye color:dark brown
Eye shape:ano nga ba...basta malaki
Do you have freckles?:no....ano kayang itsura ng morenang may freckles...ano...
Skin tone/complexion:morena...pero malapit na sa pagiging nog nog...hahahahaha
Do you have a tan?:mag papatan pa ako eh sobra sobra na nga ang pagiging tan ko
Height:5'2 1/2
Body Type/Build:medyo chubby
Shoe Size:8 1/2
Any scars?:meron...lalo na yung mga iniwan ng chicken pox
Physical feature that stands out the most:ano nga ba....smile...hahahahaha
::Your Appearance [Fashion]::
Tattoos?:wala at ayoko ng taong may tatoo
Piercings?:sa parehong tenga tig isa
What subculture do you gravitate towards the most?:huh....sub culture...kutura ng pagiging Jologs
How would you describe your style?:hmmm anything comfy
Tshirts and jeans -or- Dresses/Suits?:t shirts and shorts...
Sneakers -or- Heels/Dress Shoes?:tsinelas....
Tight or baggy pants?:hmmm depends
What color do you wear most often?:ako...red
What do you wear on an average day around the house?:shorts at t shirt
What do you wear to sleep?:ako...pajamas o di kaya yung mga sobrang luma kong shirt sarap nun eh
What is your jewelry style?:hahahaha basta earrings...addict ako sa mga hikaw...swear
How about shoes? Any brands you love/wear a lot?:hmmm di ako mahilig sa sapatos
Do you paint your nails?:NO...at kung gagawin ko man yung natural color lang
What is your make-up style?:make up style...di nga ako nagmemake up...pero kung maglalagay yung light lang
Do you carry around bags or purses?:yeah
What are your favorite accessories?:HIKAW...lahat ng klase
Do you wear sunglasses a lot?:no...kapag nagdadrive lang
What is your favorite way to dress? [Sexy, Cute, Modest, Professional, etc]:comfy
Does fashion mean a lot to you?:no...i do my fashion statement
::Your Beliefs::
Do you have a religion/spirituality?:yeah..i believe in callings and destiny
Do you believe in a supreme being?:oo naman
Life after death?:hmmm medyo
Heaven and Hell?:heaven and hell is a state not a place
Angels and Demons?:yeah
Aliens?:medyo...lalo na nung nabasa ko yung book na hiniram ni kuya nung hs siya
Reincarnation?:medyo
Horoscopes?:minsan
Fortune Telling?:hahaha i do fortue telling
If you have a faith/relgion, is it the most important thing in your life?:uhuh
What are your views on abortion?:hmmm mahaba habang diskusyon yan pero...naniniwala akong di ang pagkitil sa buhay o ang pagtakbo sa problema ang solusyo para maging magaan ang pasanin
Gay marriage?:hahahaha yeah..its their right
Politics?:i looove politics...kaya nga siguro g COMELEC ako
Political Correctness?:hahahaha ano daw
Are you more Liberal or Conservative?:dipende sa subject
How do you feel about sex outside of marriage?:basta di mo pagsisihan at yung taong pagbibigyan mo eh karapt dapat...bakit hindi...saka kung ready ka sa lahat ng consequences eh
::Dating and Relationships::
Would you date a person with a different religion than you?:nako...siguro hindi
How about polar opposite political beliefs?:hmmmm ayos lang magandang diskusyon yan habang nagdedate
What are qualities you look for in a bf/gf?:ako...ayoko lang ng mayabang...walang respeto sa akin at sa ibang tao...at walang pangarap at direksyon sa buhay
What kind of personality issues do you dislike?:personality issues?
Looks or personality?:personality...pero physical attraction first pa rin
Are you shallow?:sa kaligyahan oo
Do you fall in love easily?:hahaha dati...and now i try not to be one...at feeling ko mas naging masaya ako nung parehong utak at puso ang pinagana ko...hahaha am i ready
How do you know you like someone?:kapag gumgawa na ako ng mga bagay na di ko usuallyng ginagawa...kapag natatakot na ako sa mga bagay bagay na susunod na pwedeng mangyari...kapag hinahanap na ng sistema ko ayu
What do you usually do when you like someone, or think you like someone?:hahaha mas sweet ako kaysa sa dati...saka...nagiging tahimik ako lalo na kapag kausap o kasama siya
Do you like to take things fast or slow?:hmmm dati fast eh...ngayon mas ok pala yung slow...hahaha am i ready
Casual dating -or- Serious committed relationship?:serious committed rel
What is your philosophy on dating/love/relationships?:magmahal ka hangga't yun ang nararamdaman mong gawin...pero wag kang mag-eexpect na mahal ka din ng mahal mo sa parehong level
Is there a difference between liking someone and having a crush on someone?:yeah...kapag crush there is a kilig factor...kapag like mo there is one thing na you like abt the person
Do you like the other person to make the move first?:hmmmm oo naman babae ata ako...WWWHHHAAATTT
What would ruin a relationship?:walang trust at communication
Would your ideal guy/girl call you? Or would you call them?:kung kami na bakit ako mahihyang tawagan...pero kung di pa...tatawag pero di naman yung tipong pinapakita na agad yung motibo...dalagang pilipina pa rin
Would you expect them to make all the moves?:di rin...
Would you expect them to be with you 24/7?:no...
Are you a jealous person?:no...
Obsessive?:di rin
Overly emotional?:yeah...whaaa paranoid ako eh
Do you think you would be a good gf/bf?:ewan ko tanong mo sa kanya...hahahahaha
::Your Future::
What do you want to do with your life?:gusto kong maging isang guro sa literatura...at maging Dep Ed secretary
Is getting married important to you?:oo naman...
Want kids?:yeah gusto ko apat
How many?:apat nga
Do you wanna be rich?:hmmm yung sakto lang para mabuhay at masagot kahit yung ibang luho ko sa buhay
If you had to choose between a huge career and a family, would you?:huh./..pipiliin ko family...
What is your idea of success?:yun yung kahit di mo nakuha lahat ng pangarap mo...nakukuha mong maging masaya at makuntento sa mga biyayang natatanggap mo
What is your main goal in life?:main goal ko lang eh mapasaya ang mga taong mahal ko
::A Little Bit of Random Stuff::
Favorite music?:kahit ano basta senti..at classical
Favorite bands/artists?:band?wala eh artist si lea salongga at sarah g.
Any plans for today?:mag-aral para sa exams ko sa ETAR at tapusin ang script sa radio play
What do you like to do with your free time?:hmmm sleep...whaaa at to be with you... *wink*
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

weird nung umagang yun...but to tell you honestly...

oni_kuma12: nytie nite! :)
sd_soul101: gising ka pa..
oni_kuma12: kala ko sasanihin mo.. "ui, buhay ka pa pala.. " haha! :))
sd_soul101: di naman
sd_soul101: hehehe...
sd_soul101: siguro wala ako sa tamang pag-iisip kaya di yun ang sinabi ko.
oni_kuma12: hala.. bakit naman?
sd_soul101: hehehe...
sd_soul101: inatake kasi ako kagabi...
sd_soul101: well kahapon pala habang nasa field trip...
sd_soul101: eh naglaklak ako ng gamot kasi sakit talaga ng ulo ko...
sd_soul101: kaya feeling ko ngayon...
sd_soul101: nakalutang ang isip ko...
sd_soul101: hehehe
oni_kuma12: pahinga ka na nga... baka mapano ka pa... otei?
sd_soul101: saka feeling mo ba ganon ako kasama para yun ang pambati ko sayo.,..
oni_kuma12: joke lang un...
sd_soul101: heheheheh
oni_kuma12: baka kasi pinapatay na ako ni... ahahaha! :))
oni_kuma12: cge.. tulog na ako.. babalik pa akong LB bukas e
oni_kuma12: ingat! nyt! :) wag ka na maglalango ha? ;)
sd_soul101: teka sino munang papatay sayo...
sd_soul101: wag kang mag-alala di naman ako magpapakalango...kagabi lang talaga...di kasi ako pwedeng mag absent at thesis defense ko kaya ayokong mahospital...
sd_soul101: oh well...siguro off line ka na...di ko na alam kung sino..mapapaisip pa tuloy ako...
sd_soul101: dahil late na mababasa di na ako maggogoodnight...
sd_soul101: salamat na lamang po sa pag-aalala...wag kang mag-alala ako pa...kahit pabaya ako di ko pa naman gustong mamatay...alam mo yun...
sd_soul101: ingat ka din palagi...
sd_soul101: at masaya ako at nagparamdam ka...
sd_soul101: geh po...

kung di mo kilala si oni_kuma...wala pasensyahan tayo...hahaha pero diba weird...isipin mo na lahat ng gusto mong isipin...pero nung umagang yun wala na akong nararamdaman para sa kanya...talagang...masasabi kong minahal ko siya dati...dati yun...

pero honestly...napangiti ako...kasi pakiramdam ko ok na rin ang sitwasyon naming dalawa sa isa't isa...

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

DUMB THINGS ABOUT U
Have you Ever
ran into a glass/screen door.:oo hahaha masakit
jumped out of a moving vehicle:oo...muntikan nang mapunta ang mukha ko sa kalsada buti na lang may pagkalalaki ako
ran into a tree/bush:di pa aman
tried to lick your elbow.:yuck
tripped on your shoelace and fallen.:ay oo...nag ka sprain ako after
choked on your own spit:no
seen the Matrix and still don't get it.:YES>....lalo na yung reloaded
accidentally caught something on fire:hmmm wala pa naman
have caught yourself drooling.:no...kadiri
fallen asleep in class:oo...tas biglang sabi ni ma'am songco...kunwari may student ka tulog ng tulog sa class pagagalitan mo ba" alam mo nagising ako nun...hahahaha
eaten a bug:oo...nahulog sa food ko di ko napansin
put your clothes on backwards or inside out:oo...ilang beses na lalo na nung hs kapag nagpapalit for PE eh madalas nagmamadali...aayw malte
looked for something but it was in your hand:di pa naman...actually nasa ulo ko pala
fallen out of your chair:yeah...aftet ng quiz yun nung 2nd yr hs ako...kasi actually nananaginip ako nun..nahuhulog daw ako sa bldg
Do You
break a lot of things.:no...
use the word Uhmm alot:kapag speech class lalo na kung impromptu speech
tilt your head when you\'re confused:minsan
repost bulletins cuz your scarred:di naman...di pa ako ganon kaduwag
use your fingers to do simple math.:hahaha dahil sa COMELEC gumaling ang mental math ko...
just stop thinking:hahahahah madalas...lalo na kapag galing akong school tas nasa bahay na ako...for a minute ill stop thinking...tas balik uli...mag-iisip na naman ako
know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.:oo naman...mahirap naman talaga...sinubukan ko nga uli mahirap talaga
that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.:hindi ba?
tend to laugh alot:oi kapag may nakakatawa lang naman...di naman ako tawa ng tawa na walang dahilan...gaga
think your hot:i dont think im hot
Has
Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.:di pa nama...sago oo
Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.:what...kadiri
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Thursday, March 08, 2007

today...i choose it to be ANOTHER day

umiiyak ako kagabi...bakit,hindi dahil di pa ako over sa kay *** o dahil bitter pa ako at umaasa pa akong babalik siya...naiiyak ako kasi alam ko, the fear of experiencing the pain again is what really holding back the feelings I have for this person...(tago na lamang natin siya sa pangalang...JoliBee) i keep on remembering the time...nov 30 and feb 14 na she wont call..or even to bother texting me just to check if im a-ok...and the next day...break na kami...di ko man lang namalayang darating yun...kaya tuloy...whenever he wont call or text...may paranoia sa utak ko na the next day everything will not be the same as the last time we were together. Im judging everyone by the way she treated me...and its sickening...imbis na nakuha ko ng mag trust saka ako uli matatakot...Im hating it...much as feeling ko naOOa na si JoliBee sa akin.


kagabi umiiyak ako dahil narealize ko ang mga pagkukulang ko sa relationship namin ni ***.di ko siya masisisi kung naghanap ng iba yung duwende na yun...dahil kahit ako rin naman may kasalanan din.bigla kong naisip...sabi niya understanding at pasensyoso siya...pero...maiintindihan mo pa rin ba kung uunahin ko ang kapakanan ng ibang tao bago ikaw...na mas matagal pa akong nasa school kaysa sa umuwi o kaysa sa makasama ka.maiintindihan mo ba na kaagaw mo ang buong mundo sa akin...ag yabang ng dating pero diba ito rin ang dahilan bakit umalis siya sa mundong ginawa naming dalawa.natatakot ako...dahil alam ko magiging dahilan na naman to para mawala ka.


naiiyak ako kasi kahit anong pilit ko...lagi kong iniisip na di ako deserving sa atensyon na binibigay nya...handa na siya pero ako...nandito pa rin natatakot pa rin sa maaring mangyari...wala pa nasa isip ko na...alam mo kung bakit...kasi ayoko na talagang maulit.



kaya habang umiiyak naisip kong IBA siya at IBA KA!!!no point of comparison para husgahan na sasaktan mo ako tulad ng ginawa niya...maaring natatagalan ka na sa paghihintay...pero mas tama to kaysa sa biglain ko tas umatras din ako sa kalagitnaan. i know you dont deserve this...but i do believe that you deserve a love that is in its full blossom..a love without fear and a love with trust...a trust that despite the chances you'll do the same thing...I'll still believe that your two different person and you'll not be leaving like the way she had done it...last 2 yrs ago...



march 8 ngayon...3 yrs ago I promise myself that I'll be yours forever...inspite of us being both women...i build my future with you...hoping that there will come a time na you will be the first one I'll see when I wake up in the morning...3 yrs ago I gave up everything and even fought for the love I thought we same share...



and tonight...march 8 will be different from all of them...today I'll risk everything...and learn to trust again...ibalik ang dating ako...dati kahit one week...di magparamdam...ayos lang...tonight I'll start believing again..that the man I'll choose to give this love is someone who would be deserving someone whom I can give my trust again...and when the time comes that we will have our separate lives...this time I will not be looking back with tears in my eyes...but a smile in my lips...for i know i did not rush things...and had faith that my feelings were given at the right time for the right one..oo nga no...there is no such thing as the right time and right one...so maybe I'll just make myself the right one and make everyday the right time...



that night really made me happy...for the first time naramdaman kong mas masarap pa lang maglakad ng may kasama pauwi...dati kasi pakiramdam ko natural lang yung maglakad mag-isa...pero nung naramdaman ko ang iyong kamay...mas naramdaman kong masarap tahakin ang daan pauwi kasama ka.dati dati takot akong dumaan sa overpass mag-isa...pero nang makita kong kasama kita...naramdaman kong sa kabila ng lahat ng masasamang bagay sa mundo...kasama naman kita...sapakin natin sila...di ko mailagay sa salita ang lahat ng nangyri ng gabing iyun pero dahil nahanap ko tong kantang to siguro tama na to, to make you understand what I felt that night...


Land of the Loving

by David Benoit


Deep in your eyes is a promise
Love can be ours if we want it
Starting tonight ev'ry dream I ever knew
Here in your arms I'm believing
Fin'lly my life has a meaning of its own
Here in the land of loving I am home

I was alone in the city
Searchin' for someone to find me
cold empty nights and a million strangers' eyes
Here in your arms I'm beginning
To leave behind all the loneliness I knew
Here in the land of loving there is you.

In this simple room magic is made
Though the world seems unchanged
Leave the lights on I'm a bit afraid
This might be just a sweet dream.

Deep in the night love is growing
Though I had no way of knowing
That when I found you I found ev'rything I need
Here in your love I'll be staying
Fin'lly my life won't be living all alone
Here in the land of the loving I am home.

" di ko alintanang maligaw kasama mo...dahil alam kong di ako mawawala sa piling mo..."

Friday, March 02, 2007

Which Do I Prefer?
Burger King or McDonalds.:McDonalds
Pepsi or Coke.:Coke
Sprite or 7up.:sprite
Gold or Silver.:silver
Diamond or Ruby.:hmmm wla
Roses or Daisies.:daisies
Body Splash or Perfume:body splash...malamig sa katawan eh
Heals or Sneakers.:sneakers...ako pa
Movies or Night clubs.:wala
Wax or Shave.:wax
Fendi or Louis Vutton.:wala
Manicure or Pedicure.:pedicure
Popeyes or KFC.:KFC
Natural or Weave:hmmmm
Night or Day.:Night
Aventura or Dolphin.:Dolphin
Macys or Burdiness:ano yun
Maury or Jerry.:huh
1st child, boy or girl.:BOY
Favorite color, black or blue.:wala
Aleve or Tylenol.:huh
Hoops or Studs(earrings).:hoops
Walmart or Kmart.:wala
Nas or JayZ.:Jay Z
Biggie or Tupac.:wala
Beyonce or Ciara.:Beyonce
Winn Dixie or Publix.:huh
Bank of America or Washington Mutual.:ano yun
Dry Cleaners or Machine Wash.:dry cleaners....
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